OK, start of a new blog, start of a new life for me.
"Blogging is good for me", i told myself.
Den something else said, " dont be gay mans".
And again something came, "f**k it lets just start 1".

Yeah ok who could agree more blogging is like writing a public diary.
And writing a diary helps u self-reflect on things you've done previously.
Feelings kept inside, might as well let them out :)

Today hasnt really been a good day.. infact it hasnt been very good lately.
Felt like drinking lotsa beer everyday.. but lets get down-2-earth. Feeling i'm
losing confidence because of a particular someone.. i guess it's time to move on
time to find my confidence back.. time to run away into exile like i always do.

Coaching RemedialTraining (RT) men was never easy. Talking to crowds was
never my forte.. especially if they were selfish.. which i believe most of them are.
But i guess i have no choice even in this down period of my life when i'm having
a personality breakdown.

Still havent drank my pint of beer yet though. Gonna get one 2morow when i go
to chinablack :P