It's my off day today feeling a little in the mood but guess i'm in a world of my own. Hahas. wad to do tmr's monday and everyone wants to go home early today.. not everyone's like me.. being able to wake up at 12 pm tmr :D.
Today woke up at 2pm.. damn pathetic hors haha.. but wanted myself to get as much slp as possible because seldom i get to sleep so much.. or at least i dont usually sleep that much *frank ok not bullsXXXin*. Aniwaes was drinking the day before.. so could use an enjoyable time with my bed. Had a weird dream again like i usually do of a funny race.. and i was in it.. hiaks couldnt remember much only the last part when i jumped into a slippery green tunnel into a room with a jacuzzi where all my 'competitors' were resting and relaxing.. and the room was steaming.. the rest which i remember vaguely was of climbing running and probably crawling. Haha weird how dreams can be.. being the weirdest of situations but u still feel so comfortable dreaming it. I was feeling happy and good btw. Dreamt of many other unrecallable things previously too.. wonder how many dreams did i have that night. Haha u can say i'm a guy of many dreams~ hiakz.
Aniwaes back to reality.. planned my schedule today had to fetch my dad to the bus station at beach rd at 415pm and meet lichen and mel at 5pm at j8 to have a rather short session of cok and updates. Was rather rush.. but guessed i managed.. even got to j8 even before mel haha. O.. my dad's out of the country on a business trip again. means i'll have access to the car for a few days again.. hee hees. but considering i wouldnt wanna overuse it.. hais.
Sometimes really have to clap for my dad.. so old le still must go out of the country so frequently to support a handicapped woman, a very spendthrift son and the household misc.. if something happens to him we'll be in deep shet.. but i try not to think about the what ifs too much.. because i know it wouldnt be very happy. If only if i were a few years older.. not in NS with my pathetic pay and with the capabilities to make my own money at this very moment.. then we'll all be able to have a better life. Sometimes i just hate myself.. damns why do i like fun so much.. why do i like to smoke and drink and waste money.. why cant i be a little more settled down like some of the A level guys in my workplace. Hms. Lols but i cant help it it's just my character.. and i choose to laugh and smile about it although it aint no laughing matter. Okay but i do try my best to keep within my pathetic pay and not get cash from my dad.. but i find i always overspend.. one step at a time i must keep within my limits.
Later on in j8 we had a meetup of the troublesome trio again hehes. Lichen was telling us about her encounters at Devils and how she enjoyed techno hahas. Damns me and mel laughed at that because that was so oldskool to us when we used to frequent the technopubs hiaks. That was clubbing then..all about fast music and kool dance moves. But now clubbing is about a totally diffrent thing.. more about drinks friends and girls. Devils seemed like a rather open place from the way she described it.. probably go try it out when i reach 21 heh.. omg sorry mel..but probably u'll have your own methods of entering hiaks. Hahas. I like open.. because i believe clubbing is purely for fun.. no point clubbing if u dont have fun :P.
Wahahs then we were attracted by a small commotion going on at j8.. quite a handful of people were lining up for autographs from gigi .. we at first thought 183 the new group was coming after a misleading comment by lichen hahas.. but we went to check it out ourselves anyway. I was expecting a chiobu but was rather dissapointed when i realised she was quite old le. haha. Beauty's fading.. hiaks but anyways she still sounds amazing.
Left the premises at 7... SOOooooo Earliiii... felt like drinking again so i tried to contact mr. tiger my drinking khaki at the kopitiam downstairs.. but guess he's always missing in action.. whenever he's needed. Aniwaes met up with pearly for a short while after her work for a little smoke and a little small talk about her favourite hobby again. Lols. Den went home le.. felt so bored i think i smoked so many sticks of ciggies i feel like a smoked duck.. diaos. I'm feeling sick again.. dono too paranoid or what.. but hope i dont fall sick.
At home.. so much time to waste so little things to do. That's what i hate about staying at home.. so boring.. and weirdly i'm not a person who watches tv. I'm SoOO restless. Then again i like being alone sometimes.. what the hell do i want mans.. I ask myself,"WHO AM I, WHAT AM I"...and i reply,"Panda. -.- u lazy, clumsy animal".
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A bulletin posted up by one of my fellow PTIs in the 82nd batch who's being tortured right now even as an instructor:
Dam. Tuas Naval Base!
Message: What fu.king luck to be posted to tuas naval base to be a PTI.. The same goes to my colleagues who are lifeguards.. You know what the best thing happen today? My colleague called the SAF hotline because he was so stressful.. You guys will know that was the last resort.. I believe he is going to breakdown.. He was referred to the hospital and undersupervision.. I wanted to cry..Must something really happen?We are all give birth by mum.. Lifeguards and PTI doing rubbish stressful Admin stuff which u wont understand..Work never seems to end..And a bast..d unreasonable Indian Chief Pti who always vent his anger on us.. treating us with no respect.. I'm the unlucky 1 out of 36 Pti to be posted there.. and u know what?I got posted there because the previous PTI got posted out with his means because he was fu.king stressful! I dont know when will be my turn.. Everyday is a torture.. If time can turn back.. i'll rather have gone to ASLC and suffer 11 weeks more in sispec! Many things happen during my 2mths there.. Coincidentally,i dont know.. Somehow i felt, indirectly it really affected my personal life.. Life is really meaningless..People like to say everyone must go thru hardship 1st before you can enjoy.. FC.K IT LAH.. Do you know something goes and may not come back again.. MAke me really dulan.. Sergeant Song.. agree with u..SAF is really Cha. Chee By.Sorry for being vulgar..
-- Sad case for my friend.. sufferring the full blow of the 2 years NS. hope his luck will change soon.
Today woke up at 2pm.. damn pathetic hors haha.. but wanted myself to get as much slp as possible because seldom i get to sleep so much.. or at least i dont usually sleep that much *frank ok not bullsXXXin*. Aniwaes was drinking the day before.. so could use an enjoyable time with my bed. Had a weird dream again like i usually do of a funny race.. and i was in it.. hiaks couldnt remember much only the last part when i jumped into a slippery green tunnel into a room with a jacuzzi where all my 'competitors' were resting and relaxing.. and the room was steaming.. the rest which i remember vaguely was of climbing running and probably crawling. Haha weird how dreams can be.. being the weirdest of situations but u still feel so comfortable dreaming it. I was feeling happy and good btw. Dreamt of many other unrecallable things previously too.. wonder how many dreams did i have that night. Haha u can say i'm a guy of many dreams~ hiakz.
Aniwaes back to reality.. planned my schedule today had to fetch my dad to the bus station at beach rd at 415pm and meet lichen and mel at 5pm at j8 to have a rather short session of cok and updates. Was rather rush.. but guessed i managed.. even got to j8 even before mel haha. O.. my dad's out of the country on a business trip again. means i'll have access to the car for a few days again.. hee hees. but considering i wouldnt wanna overuse it.. hais.
Sometimes really have to clap for my dad.. so old le still must go out of the country so frequently to support a handicapped woman, a very spendthrift son and the household misc.. if something happens to him we'll be in deep shet.. but i try not to think about the what ifs too much.. because i know it wouldnt be very happy. If only if i were a few years older.. not in NS with my pathetic pay and with the capabilities to make my own money at this very moment.. then we'll all be able to have a better life. Sometimes i just hate myself.. damns why do i like fun so much.. why do i like to smoke and drink and waste money.. why cant i be a little more settled down like some of the A level guys in my workplace. Hms. Lols but i cant help it it's just my character.. and i choose to laugh and smile about it although it aint no laughing matter. Okay but i do try my best to keep within my pathetic pay and not get cash from my dad.. but i find i always overspend.. one step at a time i must keep within my limits.
Later on in j8 we had a meetup of the troublesome trio again hehes. Lichen was telling us about her encounters at Devils and how she enjoyed techno hahas. Damns me and mel laughed at that because that was so oldskool to us when we used to frequent the technopubs hiaks. That was clubbing then..all about fast music and kool dance moves. But now clubbing is about a totally diffrent thing.. more about drinks friends and girls. Devils seemed like a rather open place from the way she described it.. probably go try it out when i reach 21 heh.. omg sorry mel..but probably u'll have your own methods of entering hiaks. Hahas. I like open.. because i believe clubbing is purely for fun.. no point clubbing if u dont have fun :P.
Wahahs then we were attracted by a small commotion going on at j8.. quite a handful of people were lining up for autographs from gigi .. we at first thought 183 the new group was coming after a misleading comment by lichen hahas.. but we went to check it out ourselves anyway. I was expecting a chiobu but was rather dissapointed when i realised she was quite old le. haha. Beauty's fading.. hiaks but anyways she still sounds amazing.
Left the premises at 7... SOOooooo Earliiii... felt like drinking again so i tried to contact mr. tiger my drinking khaki at the kopitiam downstairs.. but guess he's always missing in action.. whenever he's needed. Aniwaes met up with pearly for a short while after her work for a little smoke and a little small talk about her favourite hobby again. Lols. Den went home le.. felt so bored i think i smoked so many sticks of ciggies i feel like a smoked duck.. diaos. I'm feeling sick again.. dono too paranoid or what.. but hope i dont fall sick.
At home.. so much time to waste so little things to do. That's what i hate about staying at home.. so boring.. and weirdly i'm not a person who watches tv. I'm SoOO restless. Then again i like being alone sometimes.. what the hell do i want mans.. I ask myself,"WHO AM I, WHAT AM I"...and i reply,"Panda. -.- u lazy, clumsy animal".
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A bulletin posted up by one of my fellow PTIs in the 82nd batch who's being tortured right now even as an instructor:
Dam. Tuas Naval Base!
Message: What fu.king luck to be posted to tuas naval base to be a PTI.. The same goes to my colleagues who are lifeguards.. You know what the best thing happen today? My colleague called the SAF hotline because he was so stressful.. You guys will know that was the last resort.. I believe he is going to breakdown.. He was referred to the hospital and undersupervision.. I wanted to cry..Must something really happen?We are all give birth by mum.. Lifeguards and PTI doing rubbish stressful Admin stuff which u wont understand..Work never seems to end..And a bast..d unreasonable Indian Chief Pti who always vent his anger on us.. treating us with no respect.. I'm the unlucky 1 out of 36 Pti to be posted there.. and u know what?I got posted there because the previous PTI got posted out with his means because he was fu.king stressful! I dont know when will be my turn.. Everyday is a torture.. If time can turn back.. i'll rather have gone to ASLC and suffer 11 weeks more in sispec! Many things happen during my 2mths there.. Coincidentally,i dont know.. Somehow i felt, indirectly it really affected my personal life.. Life is really meaningless..People like to say everyone must go thru hardship 1st before you can enjoy.. FC.K IT LAH.. Do you know something goes and may not come back again.. MAke me really dulan.. Sergeant Song.. agree with u..SAF is really Cha. Chee By.Sorry for being vulgar..
-- Sad case for my friend.. sufferring the full blow of the 2 years NS. hope his luck will change soon.
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