Ok, i'm dead beat i swear. Had too little sleep and too many hours awake dat my brain is slightly malfunctionin'. Went out with lichen, melven and ...(some gal whose name i somehow forgot). Haha discovered this neat korean restraunt at the 5th lvl of heren. They had metal chopsticks??? haha cute eh? Did some walks and eventually went for vocal lessons... hehe or whatever u call it.

I wanna complain. I know party world has not a very fantastic hall or whatsoever.. but i never knew it could be THAT bad. The computer system was screwed up ... and yes so was the service. Must remind myself never to go there again dammits.

Aniwaes another grp of friends joined us later when lichen and ?? left.. ok and this is where the disaster starts. Insufficient planning i call it... got both parties rather unhappy after we left.. feel so bad being the so-called main organiser because i was the one who called them down, got them singing for 2 hours and leaving for home. Dammit, wth happened. hmms aniwaes thanks to this " NICE " girl who claims she doesnt mind (although i still think she does) , made me feel a wee bit better.

Ok lesson for the day : Honesty between friends.

Why? Because if we were a little more frank between each other we could have spent a little time more together instead of an unhappy ending to our too-short-to-accept meeting. Or rather it could be the barrier between guys and gals? Ego? whatever.

Hopefully everything will change on our next meeting. I'll compel the change if needed.

Still having many things on my mind.. trying to be a better person, learning to be a better one. I'm off to bed now.. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE~~

Screw the thoughts screw the emotions screw the health. my system needs a shutdown. reboot in T-10 hours.