Monday, August 01, 2005

It's finally my crappy off day again~.. mondays.. who could have asked for a better day with everyone having the monday blues.. who's gonna accompany mi on this dreaded day??.. Aniwaes was lucky enough to have a babe mes mi in the morning hee hees :D..when i just woke up from a 14 hour snore. Woh.. wanted to watch fantastic 4.. but i've been there.. done that.. hees. So requested otherwise and we ended up watching another pleasant movie.. the Island.. about clones and too much of sci-fi which seemed really unrealistic.. but den again it is sci-FIction.

Who?? Her name's mitchelle.. real cool gal who makes me laugh and laughs with me. Literally took obscene photos with her.. omg !!! Hee. But fun. One of those memorable days in my o so fascinating life. Hahas. She's a unique gal.. with a unique character and damn nice to be with.. looking forward to seeing her again :D. Just hope dat she wont have a stomach upset when having dinner with me the next time round hiaks~.

Been rather sick the last few days.. but still have been continuing my daily unhealthy routine.. sometimes i just hate myself for being so stubborn.. but i just love myself ^_^. Haha. damn contradicting but frank.. thats me, lazy, clumsy and stubborn. I just wont move from my usual spot .. always so territorial :P. But i love it here.. everythings so cozy and welcoming. Ok.. been coughing an unusually much these nights.. and been smoking less because of this. Which is logically good.. saves money and be a healthier person. Then again i am a fitness specialist.. damn the image!

Read about articles about blogs in The New Paper. The freakin gal blogs and "uniqueness" about them.. and i'm like, "so what"? Yes i agree blogs are all about personal opinions and probably moralistic disagreements.. but then again ask yourself, "what's a blog".. and i'll answer being opinion-based, "an online diary to share things with people who read them, no matter they care or do not". SO.. what's the big fuss about having how many counts on your webcounter?? does it really matter?? nope, to me it doesnt. We type what we want.. we project out what we wanna say. Why compare it with the bigger blogging society, who cares more about political disagreements and fortunately having an impact on the war's current situation, out of our little puny dot on the map? It's okay to talk about your selfish own life..that's why we're all special and unique in our own ways... so why's it that people have to comment that it is actually childish? Just because your english is better and you probably have an elaborated sense of belonging does not make you much superior towards those who have less education and less experience.. because it is their lives.. even though u may think it is so damn shallow, because if you think, it's only a point of view, an opinion, not a good judgement (that's why when i said those things i dont mean it mel, dont take it to heart too much and kick a big fuss). Aniwaes.. just a shout-out to all ya bitches out there who always think u're right and always have this ego infront of you preventing you from projecting your actual self. Refer to The New Paper Sunday 1st August 2005.. all about blogs and the comparisons. Nice articles though.

Omg.. havent been sleeping very nicely these days.. infact yesterday i didnt even sleep after a chinablack-hoppin'. I've been too nice when i'm tired.. let my men do what they want.. feel so powerless but dont really give a damn.. no one's to care anyways. If i did do anything i would probably faint of exhaustion waha. Can be proved when at the end of the day i did nothing but discipline myself to sleep. I am a VERY underdisciplined person i must confess.. never do what's right for me.. never make my parents happy. That's so sad.. as a child who knows how they feel but does little to improve the current situation. Nevertheless, i am who i am.. no 2 ways :D.

it's almost 130 am in the morning.. i should be sleeping because tomorrow's gonna be a very frustrating day.. moving loads, many times my weight.. of course not alone but the point is... waking up early as 630 in the morning to do it..ok so it's not really tomorrow but 5 hours away.. SHET! Aniwaes all these is to prepare for our Fitness Conditioning Centre's outstation at Yishun Central. Probably be fun being outside a military compound for a few days.. but damn i hate waking up early~ That will also mean i wont be clubbing or having nite outs for a while.. sob sobs. 4th to 9th august find mi in my weird outfit at yishun hahas. My national day sucks.. wish there was a holiday then.. but i guess i'll just be standing around staring into blankness when i should be infront of a television, eating my dinner and enjoying the heart-warming celebration. Dont get me wrong i'm not a nation-fanatic.. just aint happy i aint doing what i want to do on a public holiday. Fak.

Pay day's coming.. i'm so excited to get my magnificent flower just like a grown-up Mario hahs!.

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