O these days have been so unproductive. Work has been from 9-5 these days.. seem rather nice timing but picture this.. 8 hours sitting inside a tent doing nothing but playing daidee and talking crap... wasting money at a very very small arcade which lacked the good games. That's how my past 3 days have been.. stoning... so sian!
Oh i feel my arms getting so big.. too much daidee and too many pushups..:D

Who would believe that doing nothing for 8 hours a day could actually be mentally stressing.. I'm telling you now it's not easy :(. It would actually be a joke if you told anyone this.. people just dont understand~ Lols.. but beats working 8 hours a day anytime.

Been thinking alot lately.. about human characters.. how is it possible for people to be so self-centered in their conversations.. and not worry about the other party? Then again how is it possible for people to be so self-centered?? Dont they ever have empathy for the other person? Weirdly in this world such people exist.. self-centered people.. which is good.. separates you from them. People tend to be selfish sometimes.. but going overboard is just not acceptable 4 mi. You know sometimes i just pretty like to walk away from such people but my nature has it.. to just smile and say something nice.. and just keep on being nice.. afraid that relationships might turn sour. I just get pissed with myself after awhile.. when i should be pissed with them.

Then again.. i feel that i'm thinking too much.. dont everyone wish that life is simpler.. not so much to worry.. not so much to plan. I believe in destiny and fate.. but i also believe destiny is in our own hands.. which complicates matters. Wait a minute.. if fate is pre-determined.. what's the point if we worry so much?? Okok.. lets snap out of that and just work hard in life.

I feel i'm becoming more and more settled down le.. which is good.. something i've wanted to happen a few years back. Maybe i'm getting old.. hiaks.. Been watching tv at home and buying 4d! LOls. long time never buy le..

I ask myself, "what's the point?" I reply, "what's the point in actually having a point which is not neccessary since there's no one to care".

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Everything is mind over matter. If you dont mind, it does not matter.
- common phrase with a very uncommon heavy meaning.