Hello blog.. another boring duty day at camp. Aint gonna be here too long anyways. Hahas. 1 more month to disruption! That means 1 more month to a higher level of freedom~ Lols.. however no one will be truly free. If we were free, we would be branded as a BUM aint i rite or am i rite.. Aniwaes for ppl whu dont know.. a BUM is a person who does nothing and will do nothing.. just freely wander the streets - omg even a BUM isn't free from his cravings of food and water. The only possible way for anyone to become a successful BUM is if 1) You make it big and u can retire to BUMness at an early age 2) You strike the lottery or 3) You just don't give a damn about the world and your natural cravings for food/water which is nearly impossible.. So to be a BUM in singapore.. it takes really alot of courage and stupidity ( Farneh how these 2 links together eh ).

Heh. Life's been rather well dudes, it's only seems that cant really make time for a social life now because of some reasons - means i dont really have to to meet my friends. I think it's been 2-3 months since i stepped into a club.. U guys are probably thinking i'm sufferin rite now.. that i'm being strapped away from all the life in the city - all the delusional shet.. In fact i'm rather happy about myself.. finally my pathetic pay is starting to last longer than 6 days. Means i'm starting to learn how to control my expenses :P so happy for myself wahah. Aniwaes money that i've spent in the past was sooo good-for-nothing.. Oh god let me be a bum preTTTy PlEasE!

NTU life starting soon.. most probably everyone who's in a similiar situation with mi would be reading up on their previous school notes.. revising on how to go about their schoolwork. But frankly speaking i've not touched a teeneeweenee bit of it yet. OK I'M GUILTY :(.. intending to start mugging only at the start of school term. Library's gonna be my favourite place i swear ^_^.

I'm expecting to see lots of old schoolmates at NTU.. hope they still recognise mi haha. All at the same time, disrupt from army, studying 06-07 year.. no one in particular i expecting to see but guess it would be something to look forward to eh. What's important is finally i get to see something other than boring underpaid overdue work that never ends and breaking free totally from the regimentation of o-so-stupid army.

Sometimes i feel that Singaporean guys really lag their female counterparts because of this factor.. You see how come a very young lady ard the age of 20-21 would be getting married to a much older 26-27 YO chap? that's very simple that's because only when a guy and a gal is financially stable that they would want to get into marriage correct? And see the age difference~ Ok there would probably exceptions like 1) shotgun marriage 2) one of them is filthy rich or the son/daughter of a rich guy 3) one of them struck lottery 4) they are both BUMs 5) They're both stupid and 'severly' in love... but that's not the point.

The only good thing is that you get a comfortable life out of the office when u're older.. oh that explains the fallin birth rate? The ageing population? Actually all these boils down to freakin common sense.. We're taught that the country becomes more developed and people get married later thats why our country suffers from ageing population.. but what are the reasons behind this ironic issue.. Then on the other hand who's gonna protect the independence of Sg? All so contradicting.. so contradicting..

ok but who cares.. all just some rambling and some exponential thoughts.. all we can do is make the best of our situation and live on.. because no matter what happens, life still has to go on, no matter we like it or not.. moods may differ, people may change but one thing's for sure - we have to strive hard in life to make ourselves happy, and never regret any decisions that we make.. there is no reverse gear in the automobile of life.

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I shall let fate decide my fate.

Wish everyone a good life ahead..

BB - Be it good or bad and for better or for worse, my heart will always be with you.