Hi bloggie, it's kinda late.. gotta wake up to do DI duties tommorow.. as usual cant sleep again. I'm a light sleeper.. suspect i have an active mind .. 1:15am

Very funny.. why I'll always think of the past whenever i'm on the bed trying to sleep. Past failures and experiences.. especially before i entered the army. I know it aint very practical brooding about the past and not moving on.. but just cant help but remember soul-scarring incidents.

I was working PT for OCBC for 1/2 a month or so before i got discharged from it.. my superior was a total bitch. Till today i still dont understand why she was unhappy. Well, that's the cruel working world. Me and a few others under her were incharged of checking credit status by calling up customers. At that time.. still havent really entered army still have that ":X" attitude.. naturally communication skills arent very developed for me yet - Tell ya a secret i used to be a very quiet kid.. not a secret anymore! Hahas. Anyways, really had a v. bad experience there.. although i tried to keep the work up, do things as fast as possible. Basically tried my best.. which was not good enough.

I feel what's important is not what we've been through and how many failures you've come across.. but being able to learn from failures and bringing that knowledge to good use for future success. Like they say failure is the mother of success.. u need to fk her to get the child :D. What's required for success is being able to accept failures and getting over it quickly.. so drop that ego.

Ok that's a little share of my thoughts bloggie. Gonna try to sleep again. 1:30am. Ciaos.