Havent been really myself lately.. or is it that i'm changing? Could be ... maybe maybe. ok have broken my personal record. 1 whole week in a row everyday.. without fail alcohol in my blood. Is that why i've been acting so weirdly? ^_^ Time to quit the habit and stay at home. Personality clashes, confidence problems, motivational errors.. sums up to 1 thing.. I FEEL WEIRD.
Got fked by my OC today.. because i did not follow his "perfect" training programme. Oh use the gantry! When the IPPT people were running.. what a stupid idea. CMON i mean these guys dont want to pass their IPPT they just want to get it over and done with!! What's the point of training a 18 min runner in such a short time of 2 weeks when u know he cant possibly pass his 2.4?? I believe that what i can do is push those who have the motivation to pass and ability to pass, to pass! I'm just here to motivate them so they'll excercise and improve their aerobic endurance~ I definitely dont like to give my men a hard time during their trainings.. but i guess now that the big boss has spoken i have no choice. Fk the rules.. fk the gantry.. fk mr. Ronald MacDonalds~
Ok. that's basically why i was so pissed today. Work. It's all about work. Worst thinggy.. I cant even feel my ORD date.
Today was clubbin day again.. seems i'm unable to escape this vicious cycle.. I just have to club till i go broke. I know, it's all about discipline.. something which i have problems getting settled.. Time for a major morph.. lets just see~ and see now i'm not sleeping because i went clubbing.. and have to get to work at 730am later. fuk. work again.
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Current aims : Be a good boy and stay at home. Spend money wisely. Quit smoking. Siam OC. Make my men happy by letting them what they want. STOP ALCOHOL.
Got fked by my OC today.. because i did not follow his "perfect" training programme. Oh use the gantry! When the IPPT people were running.. what a stupid idea. CMON i mean these guys dont want to pass their IPPT they just want to get it over and done with!! What's the point of training a 18 min runner in such a short time of 2 weeks when u know he cant possibly pass his 2.4?? I believe that what i can do is push those who have the motivation to pass and ability to pass, to pass! I'm just here to motivate them so they'll excercise and improve their aerobic endurance~ I definitely dont like to give my men a hard time during their trainings.. but i guess now that the big boss has spoken i have no choice. Fk the rules.. fk the gantry.. fk mr. Ronald MacDonalds~
Ok. that's basically why i was so pissed today. Work. It's all about work. Worst thinggy.. I cant even feel my ORD date.
Today was clubbin day again.. seems i'm unable to escape this vicious cycle.. I just have to club till i go broke. I know, it's all about discipline.. something which i have problems getting settled.. Time for a major morph.. lets just see~ and see now i'm not sleeping because i went clubbing.. and have to get to work at 730am later. fuk. work again.
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Current aims : Be a good boy and stay at home. Spend money wisely. Quit smoking. Siam OC. Make my men happy by letting them what they want. STOP ALCOHOL.
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