sigh. not sleeping again.. :( Aiyo aiyo. 730 be at tampinies for some chin-up challenge.. think i'll be going there to slack and pass time till 2pm.. and guess what i think i'm a still drunk!! 5 am le leh!
Been to phuture yesterday.. and feel so sick about it. 28 and 21.. that's a big difference.. getting my liver spoilt and thinking overly much about it... Think about this..4 jugs LIT. 11 people 4 gals. 1 dead 2 severly injured 2 dying and 6 survivors.. i was severly injured FYI, next to my good pal mel. Wahah. Met 2 intresting women there.. and i stress WOMEN.. Look forward to meeting them again keke. BTWs.. very long time since i clubbed with russell le.. still remember the old days when we clubbed under the techno influence.. all the ah bengs and lians that we knew.. haha those were the old days.. getting into brawls and bullshet. BUT not forgetting the friendship bonds we created together with many good friends.
Ok.. so i drank my ass off yesterday.. today happened to be not very much different either.. 2 chivases 5 people.. Kairong puked out his niu rou he fen we had this afternoon!! so gross~~. Anyways wasnt really in the mood today.. must be because of the early hangover which lasted way too long. Actually, didnt really want to have any drinks today.. but situations are forceful.. pushed out of my discipline.. i'm so ill disciplined :(. Should have been at home sleeping at 12.. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING ?
Time to cultivate another change.. time to TRY to improve my discipline on alcohol and sleeping patterns. Time to QUIT SMOKING (hehe this word seems so familiar.. is it another Deja Vu? Hehe wrong. Because we see it everywhere on anti-smoking campaign posters). U know.. it's hard to quit smoking entirely.. but i believe that cutting to the extent that to only smoke for the sake of socialising is very much possible.. so PANDA, xiongchen, Brendon, myself, time to think into the past, present and future.. quitting is just the rational thing to do.
Everyday, day after day i meet my friends.. i find the more i need them. Everyone's changing and i dont feel the same too.. being to accept them as friends, being to accept them for who they are and who they will become.
Hais. Mel's like following my footsteps in some particular matters.. but somehow hard to convince him that it's not always good to be like this... There's so many factors involved which even i feel is too complicated to handle. We're 2 complicated people i know.. loving challenges and enjoying challenging the seemed impossible.. however i have to stress.. dont overdo it. The chaos theory states that in a confused and chaotic situation anything and just about EVERYTHING can happen.. so always have your limits and not let your life turn chaotic. Example : Pearls.
630.. have to leave the house le.. fak i dont wanna work!!! hai.. dont have a choice though. Please god have mercy on me and rain at tampines! Hiak hiak.
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Life is about strategic planning and inpromptu action. Never enter a battle without sufficient preparation and planning.
Been to phuture yesterday.. and feel so sick about it. 28 and 21.. that's a big difference.. getting my liver spoilt and thinking overly much about it... Think about this..4 jugs LIT. 11 people 4 gals. 1 dead 2 severly injured 2 dying and 6 survivors.. i was severly injured FYI, next to my good pal mel. Wahah. Met 2 intresting women there.. and i stress WOMEN.. Look forward to meeting them again keke. BTWs.. very long time since i clubbed with russell le.. still remember the old days when we clubbed under the techno influence.. all the ah bengs and lians that we knew.. haha those were the old days.. getting into brawls and bullshet. BUT not forgetting the friendship bonds we created together with many good friends.
Ok.. so i drank my ass off yesterday.. today happened to be not very much different either.. 2 chivases 5 people.. Kairong puked out his niu rou he fen we had this afternoon!! so gross~~. Anyways wasnt really in the mood today.. must be because of the early hangover which lasted way too long. Actually, didnt really want to have any drinks today.. but situations are forceful.. pushed out of my discipline.. i'm so ill disciplined :(. Should have been at home sleeping at 12.. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING ?
Time to cultivate another change.. time to TRY to improve my discipline on alcohol and sleeping patterns. Time to QUIT SMOKING (hehe this word seems so familiar.. is it another Deja Vu? Hehe wrong. Because we see it everywhere on anti-smoking campaign posters). U know.. it's hard to quit smoking entirely.. but i believe that cutting to the extent that to only smoke for the sake of socialising is very much possible.. so PANDA, xiongchen, Brendon, myself, time to think into the past, present and future.. quitting is just the rational thing to do.
Everyday, day after day i meet my friends.. i find the more i need them. Everyone's changing and i dont feel the same too.. being to accept them as friends, being to accept them for who they are and who they will become.
Hais. Mel's like following my footsteps in some particular matters.. but somehow hard to convince him that it's not always good to be like this... There's so many factors involved which even i feel is too complicated to handle. We're 2 complicated people i know.. loving challenges and enjoying challenging the seemed impossible.. however i have to stress.. dont overdo it. The chaos theory states that in a confused and chaotic situation anything and just about EVERYTHING can happen.. so always have your limits and not let your life turn chaotic. Example : Pearls.
630.. have to leave the house le.. fak i dont wanna work!!! hai.. dont have a choice though. Please god have mercy on me and rain at tampines! Hiak hiak.
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Life is about strategic planning and inpromptu action. Never enter a battle without sufficient preparation and planning.
posted by Panda at 2:15 PM
1 Comments:
A summary of Panda's life.
smoke. then drink. then smoke. then drink. then club. then smoke. then drink then club. then bio girls. then smoke. then drink. then hang over.
hmmx... interesting.. = X
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