Tuesday, August 09, 2005

happy birthday singapore.. fuk SAF. Finally the outstation for the Fitness Specialists has ended.. means no more walking around at shopping centres aimlessly.. now that it's over .. rather miss it lols. Humans are so contradicting.. never missing their water till their well runs dry. Talking about water.. Been drinking singapore's Newater.. every time i finish 1 bottle i feel the indigestion in my stomach.. and i dont think it's my mentality.. because i drank so many le.. always feel weird at my tummy..I feel it's got lots to improve on its quality.. taste abit weird too.

Anyways did a full shift today.. kaos. So tired only slept 2 hours last night. should be sleeping soon. Did nothing but play with kids only.. kaos like childcare centre. But it's okay.. kids can be so cute and bubbly. Took me back to a time before i entered NS.. when i was working.. ate alot of snake. Too bo liao le!!! and we're only getting 660!! fakin hell mans. I think i spent more than 15 dollars at the arcade again lol. Took strolls around the compound of stores and sat down beside the 'river' at yishun. The weather's so hot i think i unknowingly got a little tanner.

Then at night there were performances by various artises like tanya, xie tingfeng and twins.. frankly my first time seeing them in person.. although not up close but close enough keke. Then there was the fireworks display.. while sitting at an elevated void deck eating my kfc because there was no place else left to makan.. so pathetic.. there were more people than there were at the padang confirm.. my friends all agree. Took so many shots with my lousy camera phone lol.. got only a few nice ones because of the stupid tree blocking the view.. so much for save the trees. From afar.. all those people on the field look like ants.. a whole mound of it.. very scary.. worse than the countdown on new year's eve at orchard road.. it's just that bad! Buses cant even leave the terminal.. picture that.. because the whole road was barricaded by a human wall. Situation only improved when the more professional crowd control people came, the traffic police. Singaporeans are so weird.. they come to see the performance and leave immediately the fireworks ceremony end.. kiasu that later the traffic situation will be too bad to return home early. Well, we poor chaps had to stay till late .. because of the minority of the crowd .. to continue to introduce to them the new but not so new ELISS 2.. on a public holiday.. craps. 1030 pm then get to go home knn.

There's a new bubbly gal in my life.. I'm intrested. I wonder.. is she? Maybe.. but then again just got to know each other.. dont like to jump to conclusions about judgement. She's a smart one and with a very complicated character.. loves fun and doesnt take care of herself. Sounds like a mirror image of me in some ways. But is all the affection real? I cant be determined.. I sometimes even forget who i am.. losing my mind i call it. ARGH i hate being confused.. being confused with my own reflection. Maybe our views about this relationship is similar too.. but that remains a '?'. Elvin could be right.. maybe "that's" my problem.

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