Hi blog. Long weekend for me. Sun, Mon, Tue.. but i'm cashless.. so what? Completed so many genesis rpg games.. Shining force 1 and 2, Phantasy star 2,3,4. How pathetic. Been kissing and cuddling my bed every now and then at home. Cultural choking for me.. a person who is used to life outside his house, in the concrete jungle, is finally tasting his bed for 3 consecutive days. Havent been like that for quite a long while.

Bravo~ been drinking very little lately.. which is good i feel. Social drinking is much healthier than alcoholic addiction. Now to do something about the smoke.. hmm this would be a hard one.

I just noticed my birthday is drawing near.. time really flies.. gonna turn 21 soon. Gonna get old and welcome all the sickness.. Ever in any point of your life you feel that 40 years later you'll be old and becoming invalid? That's how i'm feeling right now.. haha how ironic.. i'm only in my twenties. YES i'm finally feeling old. Not that that's good but feeling older means planning for a settling stand in my life. I'm getting old.. have to do something to achieve in my short, short life.. doesn't have to be something real big like a multi-million dollar business but at least something that will make me feel that living is worthwhile. I'm a guy who doesn't really know what he's gonna do next.. as in ALWAYS. I call it living for the moment. Happiness.

Today- first time at holland V although been there a few times this is the first time actually sitting down for a cup of coffee. The place is a very nice place to chill.. kinda cool, probably explains the crowd of yellow-haired tourists and cool good people around.. even though it's quite a distance from the town centre. Good place for a date .. KEkEKekEKeke. O crapz.. pls.. been rather maddenning staying at home, doing nothing at all.

Just cut my hair. Look funny but i dont care.. at least i have something to do now- create a new style for my hair.