Excitement is a mid-point between contentment and dissapointment.. at least to me it is.. Oh drown me with alchohol.. because i am just loving it. I'm broke and i'm clubbing.. what a cool combination, beats solitude with phantasy star 4 (a game) any time.

Was planning a very relaxing evening with my buds to probably catch a movie.. it was all a setup.. we ended up at o-bar drinking and moving the night away.. how productive. So the vicious cycle continues.. clubbing again..

Sometimes i feel i'm really do have a split personality or probably an unsettled mind. 1/2 of me wanting to do 1 thing and the other half wanting to do another. It's just so pandish. The undecisive force like kelvin kwek said.. been chatting with my bud pearly recently.. and she's been encouraging me quite alot.. really thankful but still wondering why do i need the encouragement.. really dont know.. really confused.

Work has been really exciting.. my bud kwek has caught a cheater in the act! bRavO.. ~ Hope he gets an extra off day in return really.. for all the trouble he has been through. But other than that.. the rest is just work and workouts.. everything so weighty.. hiaks. Richmond the action-king is probably gonna mimic my "hiaks"..which so sissy.. hhaha. Then again dont really care because he's a cool guy ^_^.

Got to work in 2 hours time.. betta get some slp.. why why why.. why is it that i have to work.. why y y ~