Thursday, October 27, 2005

Past few days, life was a mess. Practically almost everything was screwing up. Felt so down. Low mood? Maybe. It's getting better today, after an interview with my boss. Infact somehow that talk actually did good for my morale and probably my mood.

We talked about personalities of different people.. and how that can be related to ourselves.. but too bad he was relating too much to HIMSELF that i was rather drifting away from the topic for a few moments too much. Styles of working, how can styles be nurtured.. how it can help me in the distant future if certain skills can be picked up. Learning never stops.

Usually i see my boss as more of a close pain in the ass.. but today i finally see that i can actually learn something from this whole ordeal. I really must lay my hands down for a 'mentor' who is capable of observing his 'students' and understand hidden characteristics of them and from there, recommend improvements. However i still agree with many of my colleagues that he is irritating and disgusting when it comes to self-praise.. he never gets bored about it.. and he is stubborn in some areas.. at least he admits he's still learning too.. like me.. we all have our weak points.. we're all human.

He's gonna leave soon anyways.. no matter what his cause may be.. may it be for selfish or professional reasons, 1 thing i do know which is definitely accurate - he's an army regular and he has a family to feed, army is his job, his career.. so cant blame him for doing some of the unneccessary things sometimes because it's the only way to survive. I heard the next OC coming will be a killer.. well, always have to hope for the worst if you want to get the minimal impact on your lifestyle. Cheers, all the best KFc.

Weekdays dont have really much of a life actually.. no matter how fun and intresting the work place may get.. it's still a workplace.. Havent been havin any outdoor activities lately except having supper with a friend who lives near my place. Her name's adelyne got to know her through melven.. somehow. She's a real good friend to have if you have nothing to do at home haha because she lent me all these VCDs~ Love her to bits man wahaha and the good thing is she's going back to m'sia soon to get more~. Too bad she's not in good terms with mel anymore.. has some restrictions - complications can be such a mood-spoiler. Nevertheless, cant help it with hearts and choices.. some things are just shen bu you ji.

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Quote of the pandish day:

You can feel like a carefree bird around me.. but with you around, I just feel like trash.

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