2 more working days.. yippe :P disrupt lo! I wonder where i'll be posted for my 2 months :P
I'm in camp again! Not slept for almost 20 hours!... another 8 hours to tong :(. Tired siah. Hardcore insomia yesterday night again.. feels like you wana sleep but cant sleep.. wanna eat but no food.. wanna shet but no toiletbowl. Ok adopting weird sleeping patterns.. doesnt matter while we're still young ba.. have to slowly adjust it back to the study timing again. sians. I wonder why cant we humans hibernate.. why do people get insomnia when they know they have to sleep? Because we're not tired? or is there too much brain activity that disallows the mind to enter subconsciousness? Some doctor pls reply haha. ;p Anyway life without sleep sux.. i dont believe how people can enjoy not sleeping and saying " sleeping is a waste of time ". Forgive my pigginess :P. All on my mind is sleep sleep sleep and more sleep right now. Sleep is good for you.. heals you of physical and mental injuries by taking you to a foreign and sometimes weird land, bringing you back invigourated and refreshed!
Looking forward to my 2weeks of pre-disrupt leaves~ 2 weeks for me to R and R .. sounds good huh? Can treat it as a small break from doing things.. i'll love that.. stop doing things for 2 weeks of my life aint too much bah. If only if i could hibernate :P Not much dough to spend though.. and i doubt there will any work for 2 weeks ba..
gay post alert! - please close yur window now if u dont wana choke on yur puke.
I'm a possesive guy.. oh no.. what happen to mi.. wasnt like this before ya know. Thoughts can be so contradicting when u are 24-7 thinking of someone. Don't u feel that they are sometimes? You can say u want to drink a week's old milk and will enjoy it.. but u are afraid that u will get diarrhoea soon after. I used to think that relationships would be simple if u dont think that much.. but i guess it aint that easy when u're talkin about someone u really RhEELli like. U tend to think too much guess to much and WORRY too much.. Care too much? Too much all because u are afraid he/she will dissapoint u.. Ok frankly speaking sometimes i feel i'm going overboard but i cant help it! I wonder if anyone else feels this way about his/her own r/s.. Oh heck anyway it's my life and our r/s.. I wont care what other people say. What matters is we are happy the way we are. Call me stubborn, call me childish! Words wont bring me down! Lols.
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Mel's going on a journey i want 5 birds to wish him good fortune.
I'm in camp again! Not slept for almost 20 hours!... another 8 hours to tong :(. Tired siah. Hardcore insomia yesterday night again.. feels like you wana sleep but cant sleep.. wanna eat but no food.. wanna shet but no toiletbowl. Ok adopting weird sleeping patterns.. doesnt matter while we're still young ba.. have to slowly adjust it back to the study timing again. sians. I wonder why cant we humans hibernate.. why do people get insomnia when they know they have to sleep? Because we're not tired? or is there too much brain activity that disallows the mind to enter subconsciousness? Some doctor pls reply haha. ;p Anyway life without sleep sux.. i dont believe how people can enjoy not sleeping and saying " sleeping is a waste of time ". Forgive my pigginess :P. All on my mind is sleep sleep sleep and more sleep right now. Sleep is good for you.. heals you of physical and mental injuries by taking you to a foreign and sometimes weird land, bringing you back invigourated and refreshed!
Looking forward to my 2weeks of pre-disrupt leaves~ 2 weeks for me to R and R .. sounds good huh? Can treat it as a small break from doing things.. i'll love that.. stop doing things for 2 weeks of my life aint too much bah. If only if i could hibernate :P Not much dough to spend though.. and i doubt there will any work for 2 weeks ba..
gay post alert! - please close yur window now if u dont wana choke on yur puke.
I'm a possesive guy.. oh no.. what happen to mi.. wasnt like this before ya know. Thoughts can be so contradicting when u are 24-7 thinking of someone. Don't u feel that they are sometimes? You can say u want to drink a week's old milk and will enjoy it.. but u are afraid that u will get diarrhoea soon after. I used to think that relationships would be simple if u dont think that much.. but i guess it aint that easy when u're talkin about someone u really RhEELli like. U tend to think too much guess to much and WORRY too much.. Care too much? Too much all because u are afraid he/she will dissapoint u.. Ok frankly speaking sometimes i feel i'm going overboard but i cant help it! I wonder if anyone else feels this way about his/her own r/s.. Oh heck anyway it's my life and our r/s.. I wont care what other people say. What matters is we are happy the way we are. Call me stubborn, call me childish! Words wont bring me down! Lols.
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Mel's going on a journey i want 5 birds to wish him good fortune.
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