argh another one of those sleepless nights.

Hi bloggie, life's a mess, just happy there are people around me who really care :). Thanks a bunch guys.

Been working at dbs for awhile now, i guess i've grown to like working there.. unlike the so many working people who complain about their jobs all the time. Well i guess i got lucky in my selection eh XD. Anyways it's only an internship with them.. just hope when i come out to work next time, my working environment will be similar to what i'm experiencing now.

Kinda having wallet blues starting this week, until the next payday i guess hahas. No doubt about it, has to be the batam trip and the endless nights of alcohol intoxication :P. Just have this affinity for booze, probably because of the breakup i guess lols. Not that i really wana drink that much, it just makes me feel better hahas. Oh well, i'll just treat it as a rest for my body.. having money right now would just be a plummet for my health.

Somehow dont feel like looking back, but i dont want to lie to myself either. Everyones getting attached and i do feel lonely ya know.. Then again i contradict myself with my pure logic again and say "stick to your fukin' plan goddammit!". However, I do love the freedom, the careless nights of social interactions of unbounded possibilities. So much that i feel myself changing, and suddenly finding myself liking the company of others and the meaningless smalltalks. I'm an extrovert.

I should try to stop drinking/smoking so much. Mans, life's a sucker, all good things aint good for your health. Hahas.